Wednesday, October 10, 2007

SEC-3 IN A FLASH

Yes, it was over in a flash. Just like that.
This year had been a massive and there were a lot of ups and downs.
Three things I am going to talk about is my academics, social life and personal life.

ACADEMICS

I have just finished my final year and as usual, i had not performed as much as I
would like to but overall, I feel I am on the right track. Just need take things more
seriously and push myself. Maths was very disappointing and I am heart-broken.
I thought i could have got away with a good results for maths (including a-maths)
but reality had hit me hard in the post maths exams. I need to give more respect
to this phenomenal subject which screwed me up badly. English, unsurprisingly, was
like... and i hope something happens to me so that i will survive this traumatic paper
in O-Level. I wish to get at a B-3 for that in O-Level. Human was alright and hoping
to get Bs. Science was better than I expected but only the results will tell whether my
hard work had paid off or not.

Regardless of whatever the results, I have enjoyed my learning very much. Thanks to
the teachers and friends and myself. This year was better past years as learning had
became more sophisticated and conceptual. I hope to improve a lot in next year and
work harder so that after the exams I could tell myself that I did the best I could.

SOCIAL LIFE

This year, because of streaming, I came across new classmates and few old ones.
However, I have not lost touch with my good buddies because no matter whichever
class they are in, I could always meet up with them because they are my playing
mates. New class comparing to last year is less vibrant and lively. However, that does
not mean they aren't social. They are nice people with good behavior and attitude.
Most importantly, they are full of humor and character. Some will joke about me being
non-singaporean. They find my accent very amusing and hilarious. According to them,
I have a very deep voice which is almost inaudible. I am trying to improve anyway.
Subject teachers are nice and most of them are funny as well. They would try different
tactics to enhance learning for the benefit of the students. My class is named 3(4)/8
boulevard. I do not really find it amusing and the class is planning for a chalet which also
does not sound amusing from my point of view. Nevertheless, I am fine.

PERSONAL LIFE

The most significant thing happened this year to me is that my change in character.
I think I have become more outspoken and matured in a way that I am now mentally
stronger. Looking back, I used feel diminutive and lacked self-confidence. Back then,
I could not defend myself, always thinking I was wrong and whoever claimed it was right.
I was not a eloquent person and did not like arguments. But now I can stand on my ground
and talk justice and logic. I am more disciplined and always aware of my action. I give a lot
thought to what I am I to do or what am I gonna do. I know now how to limit myself to
certain things that are potential image destroyer. Do not be mistaken, I am not trying
to be a show-off but just want to say that I have been revolutionized personally.
Being teenager, a lot feel that they are on top of the world and people all around should
listen to them, to their feelings, to their love stories, to their sorrow and to their success.
I used to think like that but I was damned at myself when I realized I was wrong.
I am yet to experience the real life and I want to ready for the future by improving myself
in everything.

......for now this is all i have.see ya.